Monday, March 24
5:23 PM
i m soooooo farking pissed wif my sister..she is like so farking childish..she xpects mi
2 gif in 2 her all e time..soo hux e older sis huh..n wadx more she scratched mi till i bled
..when i did nth 2 her..is she nuts or wad..argh..feel so farking pissed 2dae..snapped at
rachel..feeling bad..but feeling pissed..going crazee..i m feeling weird 2dae..but felt bad
dat mi sis could not go 2 moi cousinx hse..guess she was juz feeling bored staying at
home..shud not haf shouted at her..been showing her sum attitude..shud not haf..juz bcuz
i've not been feeling good lately..feeling so farking bad..y cant tingx juz b wunderful n
perfect? i m feeling so scared of dis whole world..itx scary 2 realise juz how big e world is..
how life can b so fragile..but i still gotta urge myself 2 go on..2 b happie dat i can choose 2
live on compared 2 others hu do not haf a choice 2 live..n though i do miss my mum..i
realli cant bring myself 2 face her now..n y does everyone tink dat i actualli hate her? i haf nv
hated her..she is a realli gr8 mum..n no matter how she changed..she is still my mum n will
alwaex b..i guess i will try my best 2 stardee hard..n do everyone proud..hopefully i can..
haha..but sounds kinda impossible huh..yeapx..shall stop here..feel a lot betta now..later~