Monday, September 6
5:55 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONAAAAAAAAA!!
yayyyy! happy birthday sweets!
im really sorry everyones so bloody busy alrights?
i really am!
sighhh.
missed u a WHOLE lot.
all the g-string watching days,
amaths textbook sharing days,
see you smuggle wedges days,
and sleeping during class days!!
sighh sighh sighhhhhhhhh.
poignant!
owell we are all in different schools now,
and we cant really get to see each other as often.
and im really missing everyone!
yeahh we gotta meet up soon aye?
loveeee you lots my honeybunch!
you're 17 already so u better act like one ok?!
ma ha!
oh my fucking god!
its like 6.05am already!
and i have like fucking school tmrw at 10.10am
BUT
i cant get to sleep!!
arghhhh the fucking symptoms of -
INSOMIA.
i guess theres just too much stuff
clogging up my mind.
and its affecting my beauty sleep!
maybe im thinking too much.
maybe im not.
i dont know!!
im just afraid everything will end
AGAIN.
im really kinda scared.
i wanna just dig a hole and
hide in it foreverrrrr.
sighhhh.
why is life so complicated?
cant things be much simpler?
its killing my brain cells.
okay i shall not think about it
and get my fucking ass to bed.
its 6.12am already!!
time really fliesss aye?
shit stuff.
life's really a bitch.
B-I-T-C-H.
i love you my darling dodo!