Tuesday, October 5
1:23 PM
okay felice is out of all the agony!
yayy.
anyhow ive gotten over everything
and im really glad.
dint know certain stuff could hurt me so much.
owell guess lifes all about hurting and being hurt.
ma ha.
some people is just not worth you getting upset over.
its just a matter of whether you're able to see that fact.
yupss and im finally able to see it.
and thus naturally the hurt's gone.
right now all i wanna do is concentrate on my studies.
yupss i wanna ace everything.
and i will prove that i will.
i wanna be super successful next time.
cus i wanna provide my mum with the best life.
the best of everything after all that she has gone through.
everyone deserves to be happy
regardless of what they have done
and yups my mums no exception.
she's the best mum no matter what.
sometimes its weird that you only realise stuff after you lose them.
humans are such asses.
they have very warped mentality.
and sad to say
im one of them.
ma ha.
cant believe that i took things so hard.
but well
from this whole incident,
i were able to see things clearer.
all my true friends.
yupss i would have died without them.
thank you so much.
especially to rach, dawn, cj, sr, huda, ifah, paul
thank you so much aye?
yupss really appreciate it lots.
haha and above all
my ij friends.
rach xu and jasmine darlingss.
im really blessed i guess.
to be surrounded by such angels.
i really wont know what to do without them.
they made me see.
made me realise.
and helped me heal.
after the bad times,
it made me realise the true ones.
im really touched.
sighh.
how could i be so ignorant?
and dumb
and stupid.
haha ok yesss i admit
im kinda slow.
but well at least im not now.
when its time to let go.
you just have to.
more over,
its just an empty shell.
and ive learnt my lesson.
always find someone who loves you
more than you do in return.
saves you all the heartbreaks.
haha.
right now i really hope
my mum's ops gonna be successful.
the worst ting abt it?
its on the 1st day of my exams.
and exams start at 4pm.
wad am i to do?
i really wanna be there for her.
but i cant.
this is very bad.
but im gonna be real strong.
haha cus my mum needs me.
my dads having an op on the last day of exams.
everyones having an op.
quite sad huh.
wonder when its gonna be my turn.
hahaha.
owell rach darlings facing quite a turnover too.
hope shes gonna be fine.
im gonna be there for you ok?
dont worry too much!
lovesss!
hmm currently waiting for the dreamweaver test to start.
so im blogging.
nothing better to do here anyway.
ma ha.
right now my wish is just that
i hope everything can just go back to normal.
cus ive forgotten and forgiven.
and i want everyone to just be happy.
so guess thats about it.
i shall go off now.
shall blog again soon!